Wow I can not believe it Steffy is already 1, She has a grand total of 4 teeth, has started sleeping through the night (yippee).



Too all my friends here thanks for all your support. there is still no news as to when Steffy's adoption will be final but as I warned you this is gonna take a long time as her birth mother has vanished & we still need documentation from her. Huggles to all

my bro running away


hi guys this is my first blog

2 week ago my bro ran away from home to go live with my aunt but i cant handle it any more i just don't like being alone in the house...... i know i have 2 sisters but they are not like my bro you always have a place in my hart for your big bro i just pray he comes home but i am sure he will come back when he is ready

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Its easy to have kids its th rest that is hard.
They drive us insane but make us sane.
We want then to grow up but when they do we wish they hadn't.

Strange how things are.....truer words have never been spoken

We all know the saying "stick & stones will break my bones but words will never harm me"

What a lot of BS. Words hurt a hell of a lot. Today I happened to be at the recieving end of things said out of anger & boy these words have burnt a HUGE hole in my heart.

Now I know why they were said & I understand the anger behind them as it was something you did not want to have broadcasted in open forum but I refuse to accept the way they were said/ typed etc....as I still have the fear...

I noticed that you removed your post but the damage/hurt was already done.

Did you achieve hurting me yes you did, will I push you away because of this never.

Why you ask? Well its simple I love you & that is why I will hang on even harder.

I am not sure what is being said about the situation or about me but honestly I do not care. All I know is I love you & nothing will change that.

I blog not to earn noddy points with anyone but rather to get my feeling out.

I am stepping back & letting you do whatever it is you want or need to do. I will not try influence you in any way. Its your life, live it.

Just know I will be here when you decide that you might need me I do this cus I love you.

Currently my life has been full of ups & downs. I guess that is why it is called life.

I have this fear that I will end up with another grandchild, please do not get my wrong I love my grandbaby with every fibre of my being, but honestly I could not afford another one. The question to answer, if you found out that your son & his GF were/are doing the nastey would you inform her parents as this could impact all your lives should a child arise from there little escapades. You see last time I knew about my son having sex I said nothing & now have a grandchild for my silence.

I try & see things from the other side what if it was my daughter would I want to know?... My answer is yes at least then I could make sure she was fully aware of all the responsibilities surrounding having sex at the age of 16. then comes the other thing if I inform the GF's parent my son will hate me even more than he already does. Yeah so where does that leave me... thats right between a rock & a hard place. The joys of motherhood.