There is really not much to say... Connie's teacher wants a parent to come see her with regards to conies lack of progress, I go this message last night when I got home form work si unfortunatly I did not have time to make arrangements I got DAniel to go with Connie to her mother to inform her. Lydia siad she would go but if history repets itself she will not go. I will call the school later to see what is going on. I know connie is struggling & has by no means reached ther expected outcomes, but due to her age I guess they will pass her which is so sad as for the rest of her school carreer she will battle & eventualy hate school if this is not already the case.

School holidays start on the 21st for 2 weeks, hell these kids get alot of breaks....." I wanna go back to school"

Tomorrow my friend Alice is to have her baby, she was supposed to have it last week friday but her doc was not available. I can not wait. Alice has lost so much in the last few years & all I want for her is to have a little happiness.

I do not have much planned for today as ALL the ppl are out of the office so I am gonna take it easy..... I might attack the filing "yuck".

Have decided to draw up the plans for the kids playground.

lets see..... went to the doc yesterdayas I have been feeling off for a while, I had a good laugh at the diagnoses. " run down & suffering from stress"
Treatment: Vit B complrx & something to help me sleep through the night.

Well it does not take a rocket scientist to figure out that I am stressed, I am a mother of 6 kids of which 5 live with me , number 6 might not live with me but I still worry about him. I stress about 1 grandson, who is such a cutie, I stress about his mother wondering if she is coping. I stress about doing 2 ppl's work cus they have still to find me an assistant. I stress cus I need to complete my child psychology course 2 assignments left. What the hell I stress about what is going to happen to Lebo & Connie next year.

Why do I stress about everything.... I guess its in my nature....I must be nuts.

I need to convince DH to take me away for a weekend with out the kids.... sign.... who am I kidding we have never gone anywhere with out the kids since we got Keira....

Oh well, please say a special prayer for Katie she is not well, love & hugs

My thoughts & prayers go out to the families today for the victums of 9/11.

Every year since it happened I light a candle to remember all those brave ppl who lost their lives on that awful day. Yesterday I got special permission from managment to have the candle on my desk.

May they all rest in peace.

It does not feel like it happened 6 years ago the wounds and memories are still to fresh.

Blessings to all,

Hey there boy am sure you read my blog, Good luck for your exams starting tomorrow... I am sure you will do well.

Well I did try rest this weekend but then resting with 5 kids is not really possible. We only worked in one flowerbed & I was way to lazy & hot to do anything else. Dh worked most of the weekend so we did not get to see much of him.
All the kids seem to be fine, the girls mothers case has been postponed to next month sometime so for now she is out on bail. I have noticed that Connie has started to test her boundries which in a way is a good thing cus it means she trusts me.

As promised here is a video of Steffy walking, she still prefers to hold onto something when she walks but is getting steadier on her legs.



Have a great day.